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Tuesday, November 27, 2012

His Story

It is history class
And I am hungry
I can only hope I can pass
As the teacher asks his query

We were talking about the Reformation
With Luther, Calvin and Kramer
In fact I don't know who Kramer is
I just heard his name in our discussion

The teacher blabbers about change and I yawn
I think I'll go to hell for this, but I still need to mop the lawn
I crave for sweet chocolate ice cream
Then afterwards, I return to my daydream

Sunday, November 25, 2012

For L

You may not be of height,
But you had me at first sight
We may not see each other everyday
And that's because you go to your classroom, and there you stay

You party with your dogs
I party with blankets
I may not have to admit it,
But I have a thing for guys with glasses

I look for you at recess, lunch, and even at dismissal
Only to realize that I have eaten two loaves of pandesal*
I do forget that you have swimming practices to attend
Which leads me to my silent lament

At eight pm, I told you I liked you
Just a plain text message, hoping it would mean something to you
But guess what
You said you liked yourself too

At ten pm everything changed,
You said you like me, and it's cool that we have the same grade
The great thing was, it was not awkward
No matter how we seem to be apart

Dear cheese, I hope you'd never change
I know it sounds corny and I think it's strange
For you have shown me how deep affection can go,
And with your awesomeness, you could melt a blue marshmallow      

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pandesal-bread

My Mother

I can only hear without sight,
My mother's coughing through the night
Her voice, as she speaks, grows hoarse,
Her wrinkled skin and old age makes it worse

I can only dread when the time will come
When she can never be near to me
The melody that she would always hum,
That, and all other things, I will miss dearly

Friday, November 23, 2012

Plans

There was once a young lassie who loves dolls,
Who played and eat, and had lots of playtime hours
She didn't care about anything else,
Because decisions were made by somebody else

She learned how to read, write, count and draw
But as human as we are, she had a flaw
She hated Mathematics,
And conversations that seemed so anti-climatic

She got two failing marks in a row
Though that one stung, she learned how to let go
She maybe hurting but she can't pretend
She has friends that keep her fighting 'till the end

And just as her hope was about to falter,
For the first time, she'd seen her father
She thanked God for it day by day
Because she could never throw a father's love away

Now that she has dreams to achieve,
She's been praying to God to hear her plead
Because someone was there when she needed a helping hand
And all of those things were part of God's big plan.

Sonnet 130 by Shakespeare

My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips' red;


If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.


I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks; 


And in some perfumes is there more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak, yet well I know


That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go;


My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
   And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare


   As any she belied with false compare.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

My Intellectual Advancement

My heart was racing
What could my grade be?
I had all the kinds of feeling
I have no idea what's it going to be


It was a passing mark,
But I could not believe it's mine
Because last time I checked
It was a seventy-nine

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Epitaph

She's everything you want to be-
Except she eats like crazy
She can be a sister
When you need something to whisper
She loves to study
When her pillow is cuddly
She has a mother and a sister
That she looks after
But then again, you are a stranger
And you say to yourself,
I should have known her

Friday, September 21, 2012

Mine

I want you to be mine
Yet God forbid
I love you with all my heart
Words cannot explain
Please don't hurt me
As I will be a withered tree
You're in my heart
And also in others
Please be mine
If I have to beg
I'll do it a thousand times
Don't leave me
I'll never imagine my life
 Without you
I love you
Please hear me
Please be mine
Please be mine
I see others
Sharing adoration whispers
I die a million times
Please be mine
Loneliness in my heart
I can't do anything
Just to please you
Am I an annoyace?
Please tell me
So I'll stop hoping
I love you
You are my life
Please be mine
Don't leave me here
Saying words of hope,
If no one responds
You give me life, deaths
Worse,
Love, Broken ones,
Unmended
Please be mine
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FOUND THIS ON MY FOLDERS.
wow. 

Monday, September 17, 2012

2 Versed Poem




I love you
But I don't want to
I know it's cliche
But I think about you everyday

I know that it's mere infatuation
But I can handle happiness with frustration
Because in another universe
We'll start our happy ever afters
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horrible.
i made it.
can't get it out of my mind.

Friday, September 14, 2012

Lines From A Favorite Book

This is one of my favorite dialogues in the book entitled The Fault In Our Stars by John Green.


Augustus: "I'm on a roller coaster that only goes up."
Hazel:  "And it is my privilege and my responsibility to ride all the way up to you.
Augustus: "Would it absolutely ludicrous to try to make out?"
Hazel: "There is no try, only do."


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ISN'T THAT HOT?

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Pretenses

"I told you, it's real this time. He texts me and we talk and we say random things and you know, pretty much that awkward moments but who cares? Couples-to-be always has to be on that stage. Then we say goodnight with heart symbols and all that. Can you feel it?" I blabber to my friends.

"For goodness' sake, you told us that already. Remember?" Friend A said. "Trust me, he's doing it for fun." Friend B said.
"He's a guy, your head's in the clouds. Wake.Up." Friend C said.
"When we're together I'll tell you guys who's head is in the clouds, and- Ohmygod! Here he comes!Ohmygod, do I look decent?oh shit my lipstick-" I was cut back.

"Look," Friend B said.
He was with a girl-a hot one-can't deny that, and well, they were sweet. 
"See our point now? That's what you get for assuming too much."

Friday, September 7, 2012

If Tears Could Build A Stairway

This is one of my many favorite poems.


If Tears Could Build A Stairway
Author Unknown
If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane.
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you back again.

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say "Goodbye".
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.

My heart still aches with sadness,
and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to love you -
No one can ever know.

But now I know you want me
to mourn for you no more;
To remember all the happy times
life still has much in store.

Since you'll never be forgotten,
I pledge to you today~
A hollowed place within my heart
is where you'll always stay.
 
 Source: http://www.scrapbook.com/poems/doc/13433/257.html

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Only Upto There

 He was about to walk towards me as I was scanning my notes. He sits beside me and I notice him.
"Can you help me with this? I don't understand a thing." He says.
I did not refuse. So I explained to him the basic principles of Radioactive Decay, and I can't help to stutter. I know he looks at me and I try my best to talk natural.

"You, uh, guess if it's alpha or uhm, beta decay." I say.
"What's alpha decay? And what's the other one?" He says, raising an eyebrow.
So I explain again, this time with courage. I give him a simple problem to solve.

     We were at the park, holding hands, laughing and running.
"You're no match for me, princess." He said, grinning. "Oh yeah?  Try catching me in a-" His hands went to my waist. "That wasn't fair!" He kissed my cheek and said "Just like I said, you're no match for me."

"Hey." 
"Wha- Oh," That voice. "You're staring at me, you know that?" He said. "Uhm, I'm s-sorry. I didn't m-mean to." I said, overwhelmingly nervous. "Whatever, check my work already."
So I check it, and it was correct.
"Well, you got it right." I said, not looking up from the paper.
"Ha, I knew it. It was so simple." He said, then walked away.
Sometimes I wonder why I even like that guy.

Friday, August 17, 2012

Marie Curie and The Atomic Theory

The Atomic Theory
  • Atom Structure (Protons, Neutrons, Electrons)
  • Atomic/Electron Configuration
  • Atomic Mass
  • Atomic Mass Number
  • Atomic Number
  • Atomic Orbital (Quantum)
  • Atomic Theory of Matter 

Ninety years later, Pierre and Marie Curie were to discover and isolate radium, a new element which spontaneously disintegrated into other elements. This proved that the atoms of one element at least were not indivisible.





Marie Curie's Study: The Discovery of Radium and Polonium /Radioactivity
Who is Marie Curie?
A Polish born French Chemist, with her French born husband Pierre Curie (1859-1906), Marie Curie (1867-1934) worked on radioactivity and in 1898 she reported the possible existence of a new, powerfully radioactive element in pitch blend ores. Her husband abandoned his own researches to assist her and discovered the radioactive elements polonium and radium in the pure state in 1902.
They both refused to take out a patient on their discoveries and were jointly awarded the Davy Medal in 1903.
 
 What's Radioactivity?
Radioactivity is the spontaneous disintegration of an unstable nucleus, by the emission of a small particle (i.e. an alpha-particle or a beta-particle) or by the change of the energy level of the nucleus by the emission of a gamma-ray.

In other words, elements may change into another element naturally due to unstable nucleus.

"Radioactivity is an atomic property of matter and can provide a means of seeking new elements. -Mme. Curie, Nobel Lecture, December 11,1911

Notes:

Question: What did Marie Curie discover?

Answer: Marie Curie studied the radiation of all compounds containing the known radioactive elements, including uranium and thorium, which she later discovered was also radioactive. She also found out that:
- you can exactly measure the strength of the radiation from uranium;
- the intensity of the radiation is proportional to the amount of uranium or thorium in the compound - no matter what compound it is;
- the ability to emit radiation does not depend on the arrangement of the atoms in a molecule; it must be linked to the interior of the atom itself.
When she realized that some uranium and/or thorium compounds had stronger radiation than uranium, she made the following hypothesis: there must be an unknown element in the compound which had a stronger radiation than uranium or thorium. Her work aroused the interest of her husband, Pierre Curie, who stopped his own research on crystals and joined the "detective work" with his wife. And Marie was proven right: in 1898 the Curies discovered two new radioactive elements: radium (named after the Latin word for ray) and polonium (named after Marie's home country, Poland).

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The Curies (1898), France - discovered radium and polonium when they started to investigate radioactive substance

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Marie Curie was interested in the recent discoveries of radiation.(She was finding a topic for her Doctorate Thesis) Wilhelm Conrad Roentgen had discovered X rays in 1895, and in 1896 Antoine Henri Becquerel had discovered that the element uranium gives off similar invisible radiations. Curie thus began studying uranium radiations, and, using piezoelectric techniques devised by her husband, carefully measured the radiations in pitchblende, an ore containing uranium.
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Advancements to the Atomic Theory
 Atomic Structure:

Alpha Radiation (+)

-2Protons and 2Neutrons(He) may be thrown out of a nucleus, thus making a new element different form the parent element. Atomic structure may not be the same.

Beta Radiation(-)

-Electron is thrown out of the nucleus.

Gamma Radiation
-electro magnetic wave with very high energy. 
-nucleus struggles to make itself stable
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Radioactive Decay (Alpha)

U23892  ---->He42 + Th23490
Uranium will eventually become Thorium in time if it loses 2 protons.
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Atomic Theory of Matter:
(Dalton's Postulates) 
(a)  All matter is composed of small, indivisible particles called atoms.
(b)  All atoms of a given element are identical in mass and properties.
(c)  Compounds are formed by a combination of two or more atoms in definite arrangements in the ratio of small whole numbers. 
(d)  Atoms are not created, destroyed or converted into other kinds of atoms during chemical reactions.  They are simply rearranged into new compounds.
-Mme Curie's work proved that the atoms of one element at least were not divisible. (A)
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Uses of Radioactivity
THE EARLY WORK OF MARIE AND PIERRE CURIE led almost immediately to the use of radioactive materials in medicine. In many circumstances isotopes are more effective and safer than surgery or chemicals for attacking cancers and certain other diseases. Over the years, many other uses have been found for radioactivity. Until electrical particle accelerators were invented in the 1930s, scientists used radiation from isotopes to bombard atoms, uncovering many of the secrets of atomic structure. To this day radioactive isotopes, used as "tracers" to track chemical changes and the processes of life, are an almost indispensable tool for biologists and physiologists. Isotopes are crucial even for geology and archeology. As soon as he understood radioactive decay, Pierre Curie realized that it could be used to date materials. Soon the age of the earth was established by uranium decay at several billion years, far more than scientists had supposed. Since the 1950s radioactive carbon has been used to pin down the age of plant and animal remains, for example in ancient burials back to 50,000 years ago. 
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Without Marie Curie's discovery, the world would not be able to know the elements Radium and Polonium. Ernest Rutherford will not study about the radiation emitted by Thorium and Uranium, much less discover about the alpha and beta rays and natural transmutation on elements and perform his famous gold-foil experiment. Chemo Therapy would not be possible and Carbon dating would not be used.
Her achievements include a theory of radioactivity (a term that she coined), techniques for isolating radioactive isotopes, and the discovery of two elements, polonium and radium. Under her direction, the world's first studies were conducted into the treatment of neoplasms, using radioactive isotopes. She founded the Curie Institutes: the Curie Institute (Paris) and the Curie Institute (Warsaw).

Her husband and his brother had invented the electrometer, a sensitive device for measuring electrical charge. Using the Curie electrometer, she discovered that uranium rays caused the air around a sample to conduct electricity. Using this technique, her first result was the finding that the activity of the uranium compounds depended only on the quantity of uranium present. She had shown that the radiation was not the outcome of some interaction of molecules, but must come from the atom itself. In scientific terms, this was the most important single piece of work that she conducted.

 

Saturday, July 28, 2012

After The Sunset


“After The Sunset”
Part I:
     I stared at my incomplete homework, hoping it would finish itself. I felt like solving the Geometry problem but I knew I wouldn’t get the right answer. Anyway, I walked up to the mirror and curled my hair using a curler. I searched for my Ipod, found it and checked for messages. There were none. I sighed, then put it on my pocket. I remembered my best friend’s party. Sofia Fisher’s party. Her invitation felt like a year ago, it must be the reason why I forgot about it. And it’s tomorrow! A Friday! I quickly went into my walk-in closet and chose what to wear.
     All my dresses seemed to be redundant so I used the dial to call my maid and buy some clothes for me at the Canberra Mall. I instantly heard a knock.
    “Come,” I said. My maid came in my room. “Buy me a casual dress for Sofia’s birthday. You know Sof right?” I said as I was looking for some clothes. “Yes, Madame, what kind would you like?” The maid asked. Sometimes maids can be so stupid. I already said casual. “Anything that’s very new. Try Gucci. Ask father. I don’t know, it’s your job. Now get out.” My maid then bowed her head and closed the door behind her. Sometimes I just hate maids.
   Oh well, time to sleep. Still have my party tomorrow then maybe Alyana, Faye and I would go to the parlor or shop. I walked towards my master-sized bed and retired to bed. Just as I did, I felt my phone vibrate. It was a text from Sofia. God. Sometimes I just hate Sofia too.
The text said:
            Party tomorrow, 8pm. Peter’s coming too so better dress up.
                                      -Sof
Like I will not dress up.
    Maybe she’s forgetting that one of her friends is Angelique DiAngelo, daughter of the famous Antonio DiAngelo, owner of ADi Franchising Corp.. I can’t afford to ruin my image at that party. Everybody knows me. They must know me.
Part II:
*Knock*
*Knock*
   “What” I murmured on the sheets. “Madame Angelique, your breakfast is served.” Someone said. “What time is it?” I asked the female voice. “It’s 7:30am, Madame.”
It’s 7:30am?!
     I still have to pick up my new phone! Oh God. I hope daddy can talk to the Alcatel owner and reserve some for me. “Why didn’t you wake me up earlier, stupid.” I said, getting out of bed. My maid was still carrying my breakfast tray, stunned. “Well, what are you waiting for? Put my breakfast on the table and get my clothes ready, peabrain.” “Oh, yes Madame.” My maid said. I sighed. Doesn’t she know that it’s Friday and we have classes? I checked my phone and read the text Sof sent me. Peter’s coming. Well, this must be exciting.
     I hurriedly made m human activities. Like taking a bath, styling my hair and applying lotion and moisturizing cream on m beautiful face. It only took me one hour, new record. I stared at my reflection on the mirror for the last time. Everything’s perfect. I went down stairs and found my parents on the majestic dining room, eating.
    “Hello dearest,” my mother, Martha DiAngelo, said. “Hi mommy, daddy. Morning.” I smiled. “Hi dear.” My daddy said. “Oh, dad, can you talk to whoever’s in charge of Alcatel? I want to get their newest model. Can you? For me?” I pleaded. “Didn’t you have a  new phone, Angelique?” my mother asked. “You bought a new phone 2 weeks ago and now you want to change it again?” She added. “But mom, everyone has an Ipod. I can’t just-“
   “Stop it you two. Alright, I’ll buy you one, Ang.” My daddy blurted out the words. “Now go to school, you’re already late. I’ll give the phone this evening.” I ran to my dad and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “Thanks daddy!” I grinned. Then I hugged my mom. “Bye mom.” I said. I went to the main door and our butler opened it for me. I walked towards the car and waited for the butler to open the car door. He was still talking to dad. Before he could go to the driver’s seat, I said “Hey mister driver, the car door is not going to open itself.” He seemed like in a trance then he said “Ah, I’m terribly sorry Madame DiAngelo.” He opened it and ushered me inside. The driver went to his seat and asked “Any appointments, Madame?” “None, just take me to school and stop asking questions because I’m late.”
Part III:
I arrived at school nearly late, thanks to that stupid driver.
    Alyana and Faye were waiting for me at the gates and their eyes lit up as they saw me. “Ang! What will you wear for the party?!” Faye yelled. Oh damn. I forgot about the dress. I sighed. “Faye, you actually reminded me.” What?!” said Alyana. “You don’t have a dress?!” she asked, astonished. “I have a dress, Yana. I’m going to buy it later.” I said, already annoyed. I wasn’t going to that party just because I don’t have a dress. I have tons of dresses. I decided I was going to shop after lunchtime. “Girls, I’m going to shop at the Canberra for Sof’s party. Want to come? By the way, where’s Sof?” I asked. “Sure!” Yana and Faye said together. “Sof’s busy planning for her birthday.” Faye said. We started walking to our classrooms and passed Peter Cummings on the way.
     “Hey, Angelique, see you at the party later.” He winked at me. How I love that wink of his. I could only stare and say “Sure.” “You’re blushing, Gel.” Yana said. “Watch it.” Faye said. If there’s one boy I don’t hate,  it’s Peter Cummings.
   Geometry, Chemistry and World History passed. I could only think of the dress I would wear, what brand, which accessory and of course, Peter.
Part IV:
    Lunch time came. We were at the canteen, sitting. I was getting excited for the shopping. “Gel, did your father allow you to go to the party?” Faye asked. Oh gosh. How could I forget that? “Screw it. I forgot it again.” I was getting impatient again.
I texted my dad.
            Daddy, Sofia’s having a party. Can I come? Driver can take me.                                           -Angelique
I instantly received a reply:
            No you can’t. It’s your grandmother’s birthday.
                                           -D
I was freaking out. “Well?” Yana asked. “I can totally come.” I lied.
            Daddy please. You could’ve said it earlier. Just this one time, forget the new phone. Just, please, let me come.
                                           -A
I pressed send,
A reply:
            No you can’t, young lady. Go home straight this afternoon or I’ll ground you. You’ve already had enough parties this week.
                                           -D
     I was mad. Who needs dad’s permission anyway?
     I called my driver and told him to pick us up. “Did your father give you a curfew?” Yana asked. “He didn’t. I’m free as a dog.” I lied again.” “This party would be a blast!” Faye said happily. Seconds later, our black car was parked in front of us. “Hop in girls.” I said.
     We went from one store to another. The DJ was playing “Harder To Breathe” by Maroon 5. It was booming on the speakers and I was having fun. We bought what we wanted. From Versace accessories, Helen’s jewelleries, Pen Shoppe’s shirts, PRP’s jeans and tops, then paid it all with my credit card. Daddy will be furious but I don’t care. We had our drinks at Starbucks, my treat. “I’m really excited guys!” Faye said. “I can’t wait to put that dress on from PRP, Kyle would be starstruck!” she added. “You wish, Faye.” I said. “Peter would have his mouth hanging open.” Yana just chuckled. “We still have to go the parlor.” She said. “Well then, let’s get going.” Faye smiled. I called the driver.

Part V:
     The party had been on-going for hours. Sof’s  house was jampacked so she couldn’t entertain us all. Faye was with Kyle Farroh. Yana was with Richard Green, some boy she just met at this party, while I was with Peter. We’ve been drinking for hours and I was feeling tipsy and I wanted to go home but I was having so much fun with him. I can’t just blow this off. The music was suddenly on and the song was “If I Never See Your Face Again” by Maroon 5. Good timing, Sofia. She must’ve seen me and Peter.
     “Having fun so far, Angel?” Peter asked. He was calling me Angel. I can’t believe it. “I’m having so much fun.” I said. “Want more beer?” He offered with a smile. I already had like 5 bottles. “No thanks, I’m feeling really-“
     My phone was vibrating. I tried to make out the words. Someone was calling. It was Adi..Addidy..Adid..
    Daddy.
   I answered.
     “ANGELIQUE, WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT?! I said come home straight this afternoon!” Dad yelled. “Daad..”I said, looking at Peter’s face. “You are so handsome. I mean-“ “WHERE ARE YOU AND WHO’S WITH YOU ANGELIQUE?” Dad was serious as hell. I was suddenly not dizzy. “I’m with umm..Yana, Sof, and Faye.” I lied again. “I’m at Sofia’s party, the one I told you about.” “I’ll pick you up myself, wait there. Daddy said.
     He hung up. Nobody hungs up on me.
     “Who was that, Angel?” Peter asked. He was concerned. I can feel it. “Oh, just some guy who got the wrong number.” I lied yet again. “Listen, I have to go. I still have another place to go to.” I said. “In this late hour, you have an appointment?” He asked. “Emergency type.” I said, standing up and fixing my things. “So, see you at school, Peter?” I smiled. He stood up, kissed my cheek and said “Yeah, see you.” Then he walked away.
     “Well look who’s lucky.”
    Sof, Faye and Yana were behind me. “That was something, isn’t it?” Sof asked, grinning. “It’s normal guys.” I said. I can feel my face getting hot. “And I have to go now.” “Whoa, wait a sec,” Yana said. “Why? You said you were free.” ”Well, I have to go to another party. Company thing.” I made up this lie again. “Oh well, okay.” Yana sighed. “See you, Angel.” Sof teased. I hugged each one of them, went outside and saw the black car with my father on the driver’s seat.
Part VI:
     “You could’ve been raped! Or killed!” My mother was exaggerating. My dad took me home, while at the car, he was scolding me nonstop. He won’t shut up. Now it’s my mother’s turn. I already wanted to talk back but I figured out that this would all end then I could go to sleep.
    But it didn’t.
     They kept yelling and telling me my mistakes for the past few weeks. They said that I was grounded for one month for drinking with some guy I barely know. They told me that I had no respect for them and my grandmother. “She was very sad when you didn’t show up!” My mother cried.
    I can’t take it anymore.
     “You could’ve said it was grandma’s birthday in the first place so I didn’t say yes to that party!” I yelled. “It was just a little party and you make it a big deal!” I added. “Don’t ever talk back like that ever again, Angelique.” My dad said, mad. “Why can’t I?!” I smirked. “I do whatever I want!” I still had the guts to laugh. “Go to your room, now. My mother yelled. “NOW!”
   “I won’t.” I said sternly.
    “You have no right to talk back to us like that. Now go to your room.” Dad said. “Oh yeah? I have all the-“ I was cut back. “You’re adopted you spoiled little brat!” My dad yelled at my face. My mother was crying and she walked before I could even process what my dad just said. “What..” I can barely speak. “Go to your room!” Dad yelled, word per word. “Tell me! Tell me everything! All this time you’ve lied to me!” I was crying already. One minute I was having fun and now my ‘father’ is telling me I’m adopted.
     My dad sat down on his desk, clenched his fists then opened a drawer. He drew out a folder labelled ‘Feoli’, hesitated then gave it to me. “What am I supposed to do with this?!” I cried. “Read it, go to your room and sleep. We’ll discuss it in the morning.” Dad said calmly. I had no plans of staying in this house for one more second. I ran to the door then to the car. I already knew how to drive but I haven’t got my license yet. I could stay at Sof’s house, or Faye’s or Yana’s. Or maybe even Peter’s.
    I planned to go back to the party and tell the girls what happened. But then there were no people in the house. The lights were off. I decided to call each of them. They wouldn’t answer. Those fake friends. I decided to spend the night at the Australian Suites. While I was driving, I was skimming the file my ‘dad’ gave me. It read:
Name: Samantha Feoli
Status: Widow
Married to: Marco Feoli
Child/ Children: Angelique Adams Feoli
Birthday: July 8, 1966
Age: 46
Current Location: Sydney Asylum for the Mentally Impaired
I stopped reading.
My mother is crazy?
Part VII:
    I reached my destination and got out of the car. Luckily I had my credit card with me. I quickly made the transaction with the receptionist. Her name was Sam and she’s quite old. “Do you have Wi-Fi here?” I asked. “Yes miss, why?” she said. “It’s none of your business.” I said. “Room 717, miss.” She handed me the keys and I quickly went to my room. I was the master’s suite. I laid down on the bed and continue reading the file.
    She was a serial killer. My own mother was a serial killer, and a pyscho.
   *Knock*
   *Knock*
    It was the receptionist, Sam.
    “What do you want?” I said. “Just checking on you, Ms. DiAngelo.” She said. “I’m okay, now get out. I have important things to do.” I said, annoyed. “Like what?” she asked. “Why do you want to know?” I said, getting cautious. “I said get out, woman.” She didn’t get out, instead she went in and closed the door. “What are you doing?!” I asked, skeptical. “Closing the door, silly girl.” She said, smiling, then she drew out a silencer. “Wha-Get out or I’ll call Daddy!” I cried. “You have no real daddy. Your ‘real’ daddy’s dead, stupid.” She said. She was slowly raising the silencer. “Don’t!” I said.
    She fired. One bullet on my shoulder, it hurts.
    “I never wanted you to live, Angelique Feoli!” She shouted.
   “Sam..Samantha Feoili.” I breathed. She fired again.
    Two bullets.
    “I tried to kill you when you when you were still a baby but your father stopped me. He called the cops and told them I was crazy. Then they sent me to that asylum!” She laughed. I could barely hear her. My shoulder was hurting. “I was never a crazy woman!” She yelled. “I escaped from that stinking asylum and hunted you down. I knew you would come here because you are one spoiled little brat!” She was spitting her saliva on my face.
   “Goodbye, Angelique. I hate you.” She said, smiling.
    She fired again, this time at my heart.
    I realized how stupid I was. Everybody’s telling me I’m a spoiled brat, even my other parents. I realized how lucky I was compared to other girls. I realized I was selfish. Only this time, I realized what I’ve been all these years. Everything was given to me. I didn’t even pray. I was a spoiled little brat with horns.
   I regret everything.  
   Everthing.
 

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